XBD Rulez
No Title... Jus a day...
Today mame off... i slp till 2sumthing pmden wake up... but i think actully i don really till v late... cos i jus don wan to get up... cos i hear mame n papa qurralin... n i jus don wan to listem to them... tat make mi troble n more problem... hmm... den after i wake i have a bath den go out to stall n meet mame(mame go stall first to prepair 4 nex dae item selling next dae...) Den we take a cab to west coast fatch da yi, xue min n da yi uncle n go bugis pray... wen we reach there, i saw down there many ppl... hmm... mayb cos it's shi wu ba... haha... den we go have our lunch... i have a bowl of porride cos mi sick...at tat time i jus tink of(Wo YAO HUI JIA!!!) so sian...actully nth more happen late more.. k le.. write till here liao... buai
y?
Y im i turning back now? Ithough u have left my heart, ain't u? Y do u come to my dream n ask mi do i luv u? I have try enough of pain u gave mi... But y u still don let mi go? I noe i have hurt sum1 else deeply b4... But ur hurt to mi is nth less den them... Ur hurts to mi is jus lyk wen ever i climb to the top of trap, u will push mi down again... Y mus u treat mi lyk tis? U let mi drop down the tears of pain... U heart in the mos part... U turn mi in to a mos carzy gal... Wats more u wan?
wat they is thinking?
Sumtime i really worlding wat mame n ah liang kor kor thinking... Mame... Sumtimes, she really carin toward mi but... She care to mi is always at the wrong time... Wen i need her care she will nv b there 4 mi... BUT... wen ever i jus wanna get a lonel she will have endless of care... tat time, wen i got into police case... i jus wan her to scold mi but she jus quitely sit there no said nth... but wen i said i wan to go out n work... she will gif mi lots n lots of reason tat not to go... ah liang kor kor... He has change.. he really has change... change to another ah liang kor kor.. i tink he will nv turn back to last time de ah liang kor kor...
Mei Jia Birthday...
Today mei jia birthday... I wake at12pmsomething n go stall wit ah liang kor kor & ah fen jie jie...Really tired... do wish to go stall... but bo bian... Haiz... Den around 2 i wen home and had my lunch n take a bath... den around 3pm.. i went to westmall to buy jia birthday gife n 'da bi dong'... den go gombak bus stop meet her... den we wen to cc to find amanda but she not there so we went to joyce... On the way to joyce house jia told mi tat she don wab to keep gary as gan baby but bo bian... she didn't reject so they though tat ok... n jia den we talk about singapore idol... before goin to joyce house jia said tat she wan to buy cige buti talk her not so she nv... Wen we reach Joyce hm a while den we go cck meet jia de gan babys n gan laogong... wen we reach cck, joyce go buy cige n together wit jia... den we take 190 bus to town... we wen to wiste ma first cos joyce wan to get her hp den... we wen to heren shop until7pm sumthing den we go sp... n i saw wu yue tian... I WAS LYK SIAO!!! Cos i oso lyk mayday... den around 9pm den i reach hm... haiz... n mi fall tat mi goin to sick.. oso i go slp early..
Fear...
haiz... mi got... lot of fear... now a days don even dare to slp... cos i scare tat wen i wake up all i my belongings will lost... i scare i will turn in 'nobody'... a gal tat no familys, no money, no frens, no home & totally lost... even though i feel slpy... i oso don wan to slp... now i'm a 'sumbody' tat got parent, a little money, lots of frens, few knowage, memory & history... if there really 1 dae i lost all those... i tink tat is my end of de world... by tat time i m really a 'nobody'...
Boring dae...
[Now Playing :: Xin Bu Liao Qing] Haiyo... Todae so boring... morning pei mame go stall den work till 12pm sumthing den go home... Reach home watch den pei yao shen chat a few mins den log out le cos ah fen jie jie (oso my 2sao) wan to play com... so let her play... mi watch tv.. [Now showing :: Liu Xing Hua Yuan (Last Season)] den watch fisinh liao, mi too tired oso haven bath den fall aslp... tdn slp till 7pm sumthing, go bath, den go stall again... till 10pm sumthing reach home watch VCD... [Now Showing :: Shark tail] hehe... cinma jus show den i a ready got the disc le lei... haha... den till 3am sumthing 4 aslp liao...
Haha... Really boring hor...
Not work den slp, not slp den watch tv/vcd...
have u all ever think of wat really u wan?
Have u all ever think of wat really u wan? Actully ever1 most of the ppl will the mi the his/ her wan so n so, money, pretty or handsome, knowlage or sum many others.. But i seldom hear ppl told mi about family... If i can chose my faith i will jus wan n normal family... a family tat cares... a family tat don easly figth wit each other... A family tat wit no 1 lost... & a family tat has no complicated backgound... sumtime i jus fell tat is mi tat cos mame so many troble... if tat time mame decide to abort mi she would have so many troble... she mite b a rich lady now... i noe every1 in my home luv mi care mi even ah fen jie jie oso... but i jus can't c those luv n care... my b cos i'm to bu dong shi... but i jus wish tat they can bring mi out wit them where ever they go... to mi i'm really lonely at home... jus need a voice to company mi though out the whole dae 'live' but not on fone... i luv my home... but wen i'm at home i'm jus too lonely... Papa bu jian di 3 tian....
haiz..
[Now Playing:: Dao Dai]1. Mi break wit wen jie le... haiz... tis time really wan to rest 1period don wan to stead wit any 1 le la... dissapointed wit luv le... huaz mayb b after a long break really can find a stead tat stay long wit mi de...2. Yesterdae chen ling cal mi n cry... she told mi to call her... den i cal her n she told mi about her client sharon... haiz... den i advice her... n she told mi tat 'u noe how to she said others, don noe how to said ur self...' tis word really hurt mi... i noe i m bad... but i m try to turn gd... i noe to turn bad onli3 days... but if u wan to turn gd need to take 3years or more... but i still tryin... but her word really hurt mi deeply...3. Hmm.. after i sign a new account n put my display pic lot of guy add mi... jus don understand... i oso not chio... y so many guys come add mi... even ah beng oso come add mi... kao... S C A R Y!!! but not bad oso la... gt shuai ge... haha jkjk...4. yesterdae morning stomach v pain... but i on wan to told mame... if i told her she sure vv worry about mi... i don wan... she already soo busy le... how can i let he worry about mi...5. Huang na... a 8 years old little was kill... she soo ke lian... haiz... her son ka was near da yi house... yesterdae actully i wan to go de... but mame don let mi go... she v cute de loh... tat ah hao oso de... she soo young, so cute, so pretty y he bear to kill her orh... really mei ren xin loh... todae the case goin to close case le... if ah hao lose the case n die... i think huang na will rest in peace le...6. Tml goin to c my tummy... n c tat m i goin to OP... haiz... todae mood oso not gd... sian sian de... don wan to talk...
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