愛到妥協
到頭來還視無解
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

MeAnInG fUlL


I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end

WeI sHeNg GoT sTeAd Le...

HaIz... Weii GoT sTeAd Le... NaMe: AdElInE... hAiZ... ThE tEsTii ShE wRoTii 4 HiM sO sWeEt... So ii should leave him alone & go on wit my road... haiz.. he is no more doris de weii le... & ii oso not weii de doris le... he now is adeline de weii le... days of sweetest have b cum memories.. promises has turn in to ash... But no matter wat, i wish u 2 happy 4 ever... ii finally noe y michelle can 4gif xiao bai 4 wat ever he did.. can 4got the pain & get together wit him le...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

^.<

Whenever you are around, I do not actually know how to behave myself. At the very first sight, you turn me on with your charms.. Is it cause of those soulful,deep-set eyes.. Is it because of those eyes so wide when I see you.. Or was it your lovely complexion I wished I could hug on it forever,and watch the stars fall and crash by the sea.. It brings tears to my eyes when I realised both of us cant be together It is so difficult to look at you the same way I did. To even say a simple 'hi' is so tough. I will remember you've spoken once, and the day you did was the best moment of my life captured. Adrenaline pumps my blood like never before when I brushed against you. My face flushed deep beneath my skin,and I somehow managed to defy gravity and stroll along the hallway,hoping so much that.. That brush meant something and that smile you had after you turned was meant for me.


I didnt wanted you to be here. I didnt wanted you to speak. I didnt want my heart to break again. And again. But after you did. I feel so much better. I feel the intensity. I felt, you. More than ever, I want you again by my side. I love you so much,why did you have to leave? Your love has always been in me, I felt as if I dont need to go on anymore.I love and lost you


Yet again,it stings my eyes as i sit by the aisle of the train, hoping the trip home never ends. I do not realise what had happened, wasnt soaps playing on TV every day But when realisation hits me.. I thought I would just fall.. forever I tried to sort out my thoughts, to differentiate what is right,and what is wrong. To put my pirioty first and to listen to my head. Sadness, or was it pain,or even JOY? that engulfed me . I still do not know.. My thoughts can't seem to shut itself.. I hope you know I s

Thursday, January 27, 2005

SoRrY...

1st sorry... sorry mame... i have keep lettin u down...promise to go to sch but lettin u down day by days... i noe the hard time u spent on mi... callin mi up no matter how busy u r... but i still nv go to sch & even i go sch oso a troble maker...

2nd sorry... sorry jia & ling... sumtime i have been tell sumthing bad back u... ps u all many time... & promise u all to go to school n end up nv go.. i'm sorry..

3rd sorry... sorry ms ang... in the past i promise u tat i will attend ur class but i didn't.. 4th sorry.. sorry to all those guy tat i have hurt b4... u all may have put 100% of luv on mi but i didn't really put in 100%... mayb not even 50%...

5th sorry... sorry to X X X tat i might did sumthing sad to u tat y u will said out all ur saddness...

Friday, January 21, 2005

LoVe

Don't let me walk alone I want to walk by your side

Don't let me talk of something else It's you I want to talk with

Don't let me fall for someone else It's you I want to fall in love with..

WHEN I SAW YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...

WHEN I TALKED TO YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...

WHEN I HOLD YOU...

I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...

NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...

I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...

BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...

THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

haiz..

After soo long period, i though i have 4 got u. Everytime i past by ur friendster, ur name, ur school or hear tat song i really have a weiod feelin. All my frind tell mi tat i haven 4 got u. But i belive i have n i always tellin myself i have. Haiz. But if i really have... y i have 4 got u y does i keep log on to friendster n turn to ur page. If i have 4 got u y does i keep takin cab pass ur school or walkin pass ur house down stair. If i 4 got u y does i keep playin tat song n singin tat song. If i 4got u y does i keep recall tat period of time. Any1 can help. I jus can't 4get u. every1 out there have been telling mi tat as time past i will sure 4 got u... but the timehas past so long already.. y i haven 4 got u? And u really hurt mi wen u r soo cold toward mi. U r the 1 tat teach mi wat luv. U r the 1 tat teach mi to b strong but y did u leave mi wen i almost get to learn the word. I though all story have a happy endin but y didn't we? I make mi fall for u, u make mi hate u. I teach mi to b guai, u make mi turn bad. U colour my life n u distroy it wit a cup of water. Y? haiz. y?

Monday, January 03, 2005

AhHhHhHhhHhHHhh...!

Today school reopen le... so scary..! ~.~ holiday still have enjoy den school reopen le... T.T soo fast.. haiz.. den mi scare till can't even fall aslp... tml go school sure 'orh ba ka' de... @.@ aHhhHhHhhhh... SiaO LiAo La... n oso don noe hu is my form teacher.. same class wit hu.. AhHhHhH... tis all Q. make mi more stress... haiyo... don noe zhe mo ban... hmm... soo late le.. mi go wake mame up n should go get ready to go school le... buai

~STRESS~ T.T

Saturday, January 01, 2005

HaPpY 2005 ^.<

Emm.. now is miss doris swee news time.. a hem a hem... haha.. lyk new reporter rite..? haha *bhb*

hehe... 2005 le... mi now nt 14years xiao mei mei le... emm cannot lyk tis said.. mi still xiao mei mei but mi 15 le.. hehe... hmm... old 1 years old le... mus b more guai liao.. hmm.. today althought nv go out wit kelvin (kelvin gwee nt tat kelvin) they all but still quite fun.. we(mi, mame, ah liang kor kor n ah fen jie jie) go marina south wan 'long chun' have steam boat till 12+ den after tat kor kor drive us to mohanma souther... but nv go in... cos out side every pud got police.. mi still under age in today hong in sure kena caught de ma... n mos of the pub full le.. even ther cheeky house... sian... don drive to town... drive past soo many places soo fun... but wen i saw jie hui(mi ex, cheat mi b4 de!) ... i was lyk very angry... start of the new year saw tis retarded... hmm... don said him le... said him spoil my mood... den... after tat we reach the ps wan traffic it turn red.. n the car beside us has a lot of children... they look cute... they wave to us n we oso wave to them... haha.. still lyk but both kids playing... but they really cute... haha.. wish can carry 1 of them.. hmm... actully after goin to town we wan go airport de... but mame fall a slp in the car... so sian... nv go there... den around 1+ den reach home... reach home first thing go online n greet every1 happy new year... n almost every1 online... wao... all of them stay at home... hmm... maybe cos oso no where to go... all place oso soo many ppl.. hmm... but really soli toward kelvin cos promise them go meet them but en up didn't go...

NeW yEaR wIsH...!

1. got 1 v3

2. have a long long team stead(hehe)

3. every1, everydae happy

4. Can go out earn $$$

5. DON RETAIN LE!!

6. My new class is same as wan yi, gary, hui zhen they all

7. Stall will b more busy

8. Can go out more late(hehe)

9. More & more frenz

10. kor kor baby vvv cute