ii always soo jealousy & hate those happy family..
Y..?
Y do they have a happy family which ii don have..?
Y they can laugh soo happily..?
Y my family was such dramatic..?
Jus now ii have a dream..
Dream of those dae which ii have a happy family..
ii can remember ah gong alway sit at outside lighthouse..
But now wen ii look around there he wasn't there le..
ii can remember wen ever raining, den ii will scare of thunder...
Daddy will always said:" wat to scare of..? daddy at home, daddy will protect you"
And ii will happily jump here there shout:" papa at home ii not scare"
wen the thunder stright ii will still scare & quickly run into daddy hugs
but now, wen ever rain wit thunder, who will b there to protect mii..?
ii can still remember wen after my 3rd Opx
Kor kor saw mii lying on de bed can't even move, he cry..
will he cry on my 4th opx..?
ii can still remember on the dae at ah gong dead
ii hug mummy & cry like a little kids said ii wan ah gong back
she hug mii & comfort mii..
will it b always..?
ii can remember all the very moment we share
do you remember..?
Y..? Daddy can chose gamble & left us..?
Y ppl gamble..?
Cos of gamble, every1 change
cos gamble, ah gong chose to gif up his life
cos gamble, daddy chose to leave us
cos gamble, both kor kor charater change
cos gamble, jiejie now in a big loan in bank
ii hate gamble..!
Morning shift
Today change shitf wit kor kor, ii work morning shift as he need to go paid his road tax..Stupid one.. Afte work go home bath de meet pingx at west mall.. Haha.. today ii nv late..^-^v at ah mos slack till 10.30pm kor kor come find fetch mii go 1 head eat dinner.. eat till 1round 11plus den fetch jie jie home den go home.. Back home online.. Chat wit Jia Quan, Uncle bryan & pingx.. soo sian.. gtg slp le.. nitey.. sweet dream..
Story
ii has been readin an online story name "I Believe You" by Low Kay Hwa. Quite a nice story.. Cos ii cried while ii was readin it.. The story is about 2 jc student luv story.. But over all it's dame fuck.. BECAUSE. . when the story reach a dame excited part it put . . .If you're interested to know the ending of the story, you can purchase the book on the Online Store. The book is not available at bookstores.The book version contains all the chapters in this website plus three more chapters (Chapter 18, Chapter 19 and Chapter 20). So in total, there are twenty chapters.
~.~ dame fuck loh.. idiot.. Anyway ii still brought it.. haha.. cos as wat ii all ways said..
yao zuo, jiu zuo dao zui hao
bu rang jiu bu yao zuo
It means if u wan to do sum thing, do till the best.. if not don do.. haha.. can said my motto le.. haha... hmm.. mus wait till ii recive the books.. soo sian.. Everytime like tis de.. start addicted to sum story or comic ii will keep chasin 4 it, but wen ii finish the final episod or chapter.. ii start losing my way as it was a USE le.. Jus like everytime ii reach the timing of MUS go le, my mind will jus apper a word, SIAN..
But use to it le la.. cos my life are almos 90% controlled by my mum.. She always gif mii cerfew but ii nv obey only if she agree to the timing tat ii gave her.. Sum time ii wanted to shout at her said "Pls..! i'm old enough to controll myself & my life.. Don gif mii soo much cerfew & rule..! Since u care of xia mii nore den mii den go ahead..! don come bother mii..!" But everytime ii wanna said or after ii those word, said she will cry n said:" wat a bad life time ii have." Cos of my soft hearted.. ii will sorry 4 my word & told her sorry.. haix.. useless mii..
Settle things
Tis few dae nite always chat wit a guy name gabriel de.. lolx.. Not linda de gabriel.. hahaha.. He keep callin mii lao po here lao po there.. wonderin wat he is thinkin of.. wan a ugly moster to b her lao po.. haha..
Todae go help pingx gina settle problem.. Pei ling & ting ting (ping's gina) VS Shan, Sabrina (ping's mei) , Yee Xin ( siao de ger) & elain.. LOLX.. all related to ping de.. ~.~ Rainning.. Wake by pingz around 12 plus.. so walk to interchange find pingx, yee xin, sabrina.. reach there haven even sit yet they sit go 503 find shan.. LOLX.. WAT THE FUCK.. ii jus walk down from 504 now wan mii go back 503.. T.T dame angry n said ping.. haha.. she oso quietly let mii said.. na de she nv talk back haha.. meet shan den go 241 which was jus a road after my blk T.T really wanna cry le la.. let mii walk in the rain go interchange now wan mii go ba T.T ii noe walkin in the rain is v romantic.. but walkin alone how to romantic T.T waited peiling they all at 241 but they both don dare to cum down & don even dare to ans our cal.. wat the fuck ma.. knn.. ask ppl come down de is them, now don wanna come down de oso them.. So mii & pingx decided Mondae we go sch out side catch her..
Slacked at 241 for 3h plus den go west mall ah mos slack.. ~.~ haha but ii zhi lian alot of pic.. haha.. till ping ton buey diao.. Kana scold.. haha.. Don noe y every time ping scold mii ii will wanna laugh de.. haha.. mayb is because she dame cute ba.. ahhaha..
2 mins to 12am
i'm a day older le
Jus don wanna grow up
A fun trip to east coast
Today off dae.. wake dame early.. around 8plus ba.. watch tibe till 10plus den go makan wit mummy at 2head there.. we eat porrigde.. taste oso oso loh.. but at least better den my home downstair de..
reach home around 12pm.. den wake kor kor they all up to eat.. actully wanna go town wit pingx de.. but she said nv sian.. soo ii go out wit kor kor to east coast cycle.. Dame fun.. ii enjoy the wind blow while ii was cycling & watchin sunset & etc.. it have since years since ii last went there..
On the way to imm, ii almos 4 aslp on kor kor car.. soo slpy.. wen we reach, jie & ii wen to brought shoes & have our dinner..
Offday always past wit a zoom..
ii always wan my off day to be sumthing special..
cos in 365days..
if no fever, no relative die, no chalet..
ii onli have 24days off..
the rest of the 341days is my working days
DENG WEN QIANG.. ii will hate u 4 ever & ii will use my life time to curse u..
Yeah..! ii contact back Jia quan a frenz which we long time nv contact le..
wao.. wat a nice day today.. 07/07/07.. 07 cube.. hahaha
Today was my offday.. early in the morning meet pingz & jun go sentosa.. amm.. okie la.. not really early.. cos 11am le.. haha.. meet ping & jun at mos burger.. smoke le den go bread talk bought 3 bread soo tat we can eat on the bus.. take bus 61 take.. quite a crowded bus..
We alight at harbo front there where near the shuttle bus stop.. the weather is dame hot tat dae.. ii kana sun burn.. but we still take alot of pics.. no 1 can c we get sun burn through those pic.. We oso visted brother stall the brother which we noe down there.. they are soo friendly.. they treat use drink.. soo nice..
We left sentosa around 7.. had our dinner at harbo front's "market" & went to j.e. kbox sing.. haha.. on the way there my injury break & bleed alot.. ii use my towel to wipe it & try to stop.. At tat time mii & jun realise tat actully ping scare of blood.. O.M.G.. ii wonder how she spend her day wen he menstrution come.. every day faint..? haha.. DOts man.. when we reach k box.. the operater told us tat k box can no longer smoke inside.. if we wanna smoke we mus smoke out j.e. Sian loh.. we stay down there till around 2 plus den go home le..
Another days pasted jus like tat
its aready July le
soon x'mas comin in 5months times
ii can't really catch time time
every single moment ii scare
scare of my 18 reach
scare of growin up
scare of gettin old
scare of soo much things
ii don wan all tis..!
