愛到妥協
到頭來還視無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演 我好累

XBD Rulez

Friday, August 31, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAE MY SWEET HART, XIAO WEI ^^
Today xiao wei birthday.. she come stall wit her 2 guy find us.. we at the garden behind stall blow candles & cut cake.. actully thot tat her frenz is those bookworm type.. but okie la.. still can join in our fun.. after tat, mii, xiao yi, xiao wei & er sao go lot1 k song till 3plus.. jus reach home not loh..

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Ouch.. My hand was hurt during work now the doc bandage my hand till it look like roasted pig hand.. T.T hmm.. now daes v guai.. seldom go out.. seldom online.. seldom chat.. onli tis morning go k box wit jie & er sao.. haha.. den saw ah tao.. he was wit his frenz.. he told mi tat it was his birthday.. but ii really 4gotten le.. haha.. soo here by wish my ah tao kor kor a happy birthday & wish him grow taller.. haha best wish 4 him eh..? haha.. ii started cutting down the timing online.. mayb cos ping busy wit her games, quan busy wit his exam, danz hp lost, boy work.. onli online to check frenster & blog.. nthin else le.. even online oso find no1 to chat.. soo wat for waste my time...

Friday, August 24, 2007





Off dae ^-^ todae go watch 881 again.. ~.~ no choice.. ping & jus wanna watch 2 vs 1.. they win.. we went to cini watch.. taken neoprint too.. den mii & ping go "BEBE" interview job.. not sure can work ma.. mus wait 4 them cal.. yeah.. ii'm now crazy findin job.. if bebe take mii in ii gonna have 2 job le.. but if start oso start at Oct as ii still got a part time job during Sep.. gonna be a workaholic.. but no choice.. ii'm gettin older & older dae by dae.. if 1 day ii need a big sum of money oso don need worry..or mayb ii can retired earlier.. ii don wanna wait till ii'm old den work hard.. or mayb if 1dae ii'm old & no 1 to support mii ii still can support my self.. ^-^

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Todae go watch movie, 881, wit mummy.. So wake around 2pm.. Wash face, brush teeth, bath den grab a cigg light it den go stall find mummy.. She still countin moneys soo ii go buy the movies ticket 1st.. & meet mummy at west mall de 1st floor.. the movie started on 3pm.. N haha.. we reach jus on time.. Hmm.. Not bad.. the movies v nice, quite touchin oso.. Soo recommend u peeps go catch tis movies..



After the movie, we shop 4 xue min birthday present but c none.. So ii go back stall & start my work.. today xiao yi birthday.. soo around 8pm ii go EMI cake shop & brought a 1.2kg raspberry cheese cake for around 10ppl.. Todae stall close at 9 plus.. after work we go blk 155 have our dinner.. ya.. neither u wrong nor i type wrong.. 9 plus den have our dinner.. ii invited xiao yi uncle, xiao tien, xiao wei & ah fen come join us dinner.. Total 9 ppl.. So we order alots of food.. Satay, Ayam fish head, Sotong, Egg wit prawn &etc.. After tat dinner we go home rest.. ya.. ii still not tired.. soo till nv haven slp.. but gtg le.. buaii..

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Yeah Post 150..!



Hmm.. Kinda sad.. jus cry after saw a youtube video.. YANG CHEN JUN WAS OUT LE..! SADDIES..! HOW CAN HIM LOST TO OTHERS..?! heart breakin news loh..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMYUOuVRL3k


But anyway ii will still support him.. No.1 Yang Chen Jun Fans..!

Friday, August 17, 2007

Post No. 149: Wao.. Finally com abit okie ler.. ^^




Wao..! finally clear all the vires.. but still have to reformat com.. T.T mus keep all my things b4 kor kor clear it all.. T.T haiz.. Soo many things mus put where sia.. Hmm.. Don care le.. Wahaha.. Chinese Valetine dae coming le.. can go out watch star star tis sundae midnite.. they said tat u can see a bridge between star.. don noe real anot.. but sure v nice de.. haha.. think seldom noe about tis.. It call 七夕情人節 n have 5 different story behind it.. but mos of my frenz in taiwan told mii tat on tat dae will match lots of couple together & in taiwan will have fireworks.. Wao.. Soo envy.. some time how ii wish ii can stay taiwan oso.. den can oso put out fireworks myself or go can firework wit them.. haha.. 4 get it.. but hope every 1 will meet their true love on tat dae.. like pingx & long, danz & yvonne, jun jie & ebong, etc & etc.. n nv 4 get to wish ah boy & quan to meet 1 oso.. haha.. jus peeps on jia quan friendster profile & his shout out was: " are you the one..? " haha.. guess my another frenz found his love le.. Aiyo.. Love them jus said out loud wit the name loh.. don slow slow de.. later ppl snatch away liao den regret.. Get it..? haha.. busy body again.. lolx.. gtg..
Ppl around mii have their "someone" le
Think ii oso gonna find my "someone" & don lost to them
wahahaha (evil laugh)

Monday, August 13, 2007

Post No. 148: hEart STOPED..!





Wen time reach, ii will jus let of my hands & let u go..
no matter how much ii do oso useless le..
u have new target, brand new start
things will no longer b the same for u
remember to cherish her
learn to forgive & forget
she might not b as good temper as ii treat u
as 4 mii
time will jus help mii wash u away
ii will try to smoke lesser
soo tat ii can no longer tears wen every sticks of cigg ii puff
rain fallin outside
tears fallin inside
think our junction no long make up le ba..
thanks 4 all those memories..
ii will nv 4get once a guy which ii used to miss & luv soo much
tis will b my last smile for u
Happy always ^-^

Post no. 147: Wat a hot weather




Today wake around 12pm.. mum call mii wen ii brushin teeth.. She told mii to go blk 366 pass daddy things.. Lolx..! okie loh.. since ii aready wake, den do her tis faver ba.. Walk there past him things den go le.. B4 ii go home ii went to mac to brought my self lunch.. Den walk back..The weather was super hot loh & kinda tired.. at tat time ii can't don admit tat II"M OLD LE..! last time, during sch daes, ii can every dae accompany jia walk home den go home de.. but now.. onli alittle bit tired le.. haiz.. old liao, old liao.. reach home, eat my lunch, keep all things den lying down on my bed (noe u peeps sure said mii lazy de) & think of lotsa things.. mind was full of rubbish which ii thing needed to empty liao.. rest till around 5.30pm go stall.. hehe.. todae nv late hor.. haha.. to dae have to wash stall, while half way washin.. outside rain le.. haha.. finally.. finally wait till the rain.. around 10.30pm go home.. todae is hungry ghost festival, soo don wanna stay till to late den go home.. kinda slackin dae...


Wahahaha..
Ghost festival...
peeps.. remember cover ur blanket tight to nite..
if not later the ghost eat away ur cute little toes..
den don come my sweet talk coner sobbing & complaining
Wahahaha.. ^-^

Friday, August 10, 2007

Post No. 146: A memorable day or a day full of old memories..?
















HAPPY 42th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE..!!
Quite lots to blog today.. Start from yesterday.. OLD GRANDNANI STORY START::











yesterday ii work morning shift.. DAME busy man.. AS ah liang kor kor off so ii onli work wit ah meng kor kor & mami.. DAME STRESS LOH... Some more national day eve.. ~.~ den quarrel wit mum.. lolx.. but expiated, ii cry once again... Dame angry loh..





After work ii went all the way down to newton circle find ping, jia & yong (gu ma, gu pa).. Eat hokkien mee.. there de hokkien mee not nice loh.. Peeps.. don ever got there eat there de.. the stall which near to the ATM.. u will regret de.. After tat ii went to pingx hus stay over nite.. wen we reach woodland mrt, 1st thing was to go smoke 1st.. amoke half way, my nose bleeded.. Lolx.. haha.. Mayb cos of my sick ba.. Sum more still gastral pain T.T dame sufferingloh.. haha.. but xiao shi, no problem de.. hahaha.. lolx.. wen reach hus, pingx keep play com.. so ii sit down there watch tv & msg Quan.. dame tired.. soo 4 aslp while msg-in quan & andrew..


nxt dae wen ping's mum walk the room ii jus wake.. haha.. ya.. cos ii don use to slp at other's place.. haha.. lame.. wake den eat bee hoon which ping's mum brought 4 us.. while eatin, ping's mum nag at here.. haha.. her mum oso v cute loh.. ii mean the way she tok.. after finish my bee hoon, pingx prepair her things den we go her sis hus change her shoes den go causeway point.. Down there quite pack.. As it was a public holidae todae.. Ping broght her fake eyes lashes & a neckless.. den we tak go take train.. we take the different way as she was goin to work & ii'm goin home prepair my thing & go meet quan.. on my way back.. ping msg mii & said tat she really v shag.. workin down there might b too tough for her le ba.. soo she decide to quit tat job & ii ask her to go out wit join mii & quan out to c fireworks...







wen ii reach home 1st thing was ran to kor kor room & hugg xiami..Dame miss her.. about 2 daes nv saw her le.. hug her tight, but she keep beat mii.. T.T Lolx.. mei liang xing de ppl.. After tat ii wen to my room start to prepair le.. took mii around 20 mins to get ready.. den go westmall meet ping den go take train & guess hu ii saw 1st, ii saw elvin den wen we at the platfom saw tetrina.. She still dame tall & look boylish loh.. chat a while den go up wait 4 train.. haha.. while waitin.. it's foto takin time.. haha.. took 3 photo wit ping & 3 of my self..



quan broad the train at woodland.. hmm.. he still look like those sch daes, cool cool de.. The train was soo packed till like every1 gonna hug each others le.. Dame angry.. Jus den how ii wish alan was there & like the past, will whisper near my ear tell mii to controll my temper, & pat on my head like little kid.. haha.. wen we alight at orchard mrt station, ii dame happy loh.. no need to pack wit those ppl.. den 1st we go shaw hus take ping's wallet den go cine rest & have a drink.. guess hu ii saw todae.. Mr. wuya.. Lolx.. dame suay.. everytime saw him at batok aready suay enough le.. go town still saw him.. DOTS..! what the~ -.-" haha.. after tat we went take neoprint.. Wahaha.. soo happy.. soo long nv take le.. hmm.. think quan was the 1st guy which take foto wit out said no de ba.. c.. ppl like peanut, danz, kheong & etc sure will said no de loh.. Jus like the camer will take their soul away loh.. haha.. but abit lack of post.. if got nxt time.. ii sure prepair 4 post b4 we take.. finish our neo printing we went to somerset mrt station take train to city hall.. den walk to a big grass field & wait 4 the fireworks.. ppl there mostly wear red & white.. & ii think almos more den 3/4 ppl which at sg went to at area... wen firework start, mos of ppl the took out there fone or camer to catch the beautiful fire work.. but 4 mii ii quickly make a wish as ii saw ppl online said tat wishess will come true b4 the firework crack.. izzt true..? ii don noe.. jus wanna try.. ii remember on the 2005 ii went there wit greggy & his pals.. wen the fireworks start will all stop down & look.. we even took foto.. haha.. tat was romantic.. haha.. but greggy said it was nth.. jus firework onli ma.. every year oso got.. Lolx.. wat a atmosphere spoiler.. didn't even entertain mii.. ii mus b blind at tat time to chose him.. ~.~

After the firework every1 start to move out jus den 2round of fireworks started again.. lolx.. every1 stop down to watch again.. hahaha.. stupid them.. hu cal dame go soo fast.. haha.. nananipopo.. bleahx..! hahaha.. every1 start to move again wen fireworks finish.. pingx leg start to pain as she was wearing high heel shoes.. soo we stop at Clacke Quay de river side slack awhile & ii decide to change shoe wit ping soo tat it won't b soo pain 4 her.. den go a near by 7eleven but things n gone to the nearest river side slack.. soo sian.. ii started to b quiet, listen to my fone songs.. memories jus auto went back to my mind.. suddenly miss soo many ppl & of cos tat egg.. hu is he gonna watch movie wit..? wat he was doin, where was him.. While think of the stupid egg, ii use 2 tree brunch make a ring.. ii almos cry.. haha.. lucky no 1 found out.. Cos ping & quan was busy talkin about the mp3 things & other.. don really noe wat they talkin about, ii onli every awhile turn back face them & smile.. we go back around 11 plus.. reach home around 12plus.. gastric pain have accompany mii the whole dae.. Haiz.. But still nv eat.. online awhile, now de time around 3plus 4 le.. ii think ii beta go slp ba.. late still have to work morning shift.. buaii peeps..


If really wanna point out the best part of today
ii think it was during the fireworks ba..
ii will nv 4 get that moment..
u guys may go no wild guess but. . .
ii won't said out y..
& will 4 ever a secret in my heart de..

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Post number 145...



Haha.. soo fast post number 145 le.. count down 5 more post & 150 le..

Today M.O.E come spotcheck our stall cos of the complaintment on sat.. Dame fuck loh.. ii sure tat the couple come find us problem in the 1st place.. Dame fuck man.. 1st they complain tat da fish over cook, 2nd complain said the soup over cook, 3rd complain the soup got worm & 4th complain to the M.O.E.. Fuck them man la hor.. Said fish over cook ii have no word to said but Soup over cook..? Any 1 heard b4 soup will over cook de ma..? Fuck them man.. Is their c.b. & l.j. over cook loh.. & worm..? Y is there worm..? b4 ii sever them ii comfirm no worm le & 2nd time ii bring back oso nv c worm.. Y is there worm wen the soup 3rd time back..? Sure not my wrong loh.. ii wash every single of the vegetable CAREFULLY leii..! Sure got problem wit them loh.. Sure is wanna come there Sabo Touch my stall de.. Cos of the fuckin fellow.. My stall almos kena suspend.. Better don let mii saw u again.. ii will catch every thing tat u do.. HAHAHA..! II"M BAD..! II"M EVIL..! & II WILL BRING ALL BAD LUCK JUS FOR U 2 COUPLE..! LET U BOTH SCARE TILL RUNNING AROUND NAKE..! HUNT U 2 LIKE GHOST..! WAHAHAHA..!


Sick again le.. running nose, block nose, Soar throat.. The same old illness.. Think tml will start cough ba.. Hahaa.. everytime oso like tis de.. use to it le.. & OH SHIT..! Tml ii gonna work noon shift, yet now ii still here bloggin & chat wit Jia Quan.. Think ii gtg le ba.. buaii..





Another dae past..
But todae was soo happening..
Soo many things happen..
Other den the COUPLE THINGS ~>.<~
Haiz..
Try to stand strong ba..
Sad

Monday, August 06, 2007

Uncontrolled tears drop again..
Y do ii always tears 4 u..?
y does u make my tears un controll & drop down 4 u..?
ur msg always make mii overjoy..
ii try vv hard to 4get u..
ii try..!
but ii jus can't 4 get u..
ii noe our luv will nv blossom jus like the magic plant u gave mii..
ii noe ii mus 4get u cos our lighter keychain no longer in couple..
no matter how hard ii try to make the plant blossom, it still dead..
no matter how hard ii try to fix the light, the nxt min it still spoil..
ii noe it hint tat we cannot to b together..
ii noe the luv u need is dame perfect..
soo ii gave up..
but u always appear a msg at the momment tat ii almos 4get u..
u r dame bad..!
ii'm here tryin soo hard to 4get u, yet u always appear at tat v moment..
ii dame hate u..
hate u to be here wen ever ii wan to 4get u..
it's almos 1 year le u noe ma..?
ii have fall for u almos 1year le..
don act blur, u bloody idiot..
u cannot 4 get her, doesn't mean tat ii mus suffer it wit u...
wit out askin..
ii can comfirm the item tat ii gif u sure at a cold cold coner..
jus like the way u treat mii..
原来这才是真的你无法掌握自己的心偶尔花言巧语偶尔又选择逃避自做聪明

Friday, August 03, 2007

Novena

[[ Now playing :: Only Love - Trade Mark ]]
Okie.. 17mins more to blog b4 ii go work.. Soo ii have to chop chop finish my bloggin..

Last nite slp dame early.. Nv even online.. Soo wake v early today.. Around 6++am.. Check my fone.. Hmm.. Jia Quan msg mii.. But too early.. Soo nv reply cos ii scare ii might disturb him from his sweet sweet wet dream.. Lolx.. hahaha.. Gabriel oso nv cal mii.. hmm for 2 daes le ba.. Soo ii went back to my sweet dreams..

wake up once again around 10plus.. Gabriel msg mii a morning msg..Sended aound 7 plus.. Haha.. think he cannot slp again ba.. Soo ii send a morning msg to him & reply jia Quan msg.. Den go prepair to my things to novena buy my story book "ii believe you".. Quite far man.. took mii 50mins to reach.. Wen ii reach.. ii walk toward a office.. N but the map given was wrong.. soo ii actully wanna take a cab there.. But the cab uncle told mii it was oppsite the road.. LOLX.. lame.. soo ii walk there.. but ii still don noe where is it.. SOoOo.. ii asked a few ppl down there.. They r soo helpful & wanna help mii but no 1 really noes where is it oso but ii finally find it by MYSELF.. The place quite hard to find.. It's was a VVV old building.. ii have to climb all the way UP to the 3rd floor & its the last floor.. LOLX.. The stairway up was soo tiny & its go a hunted feelin.. Like the tibi always show in the old 70's dae.. LOlx.. Up the way ii saw a crapy office name "biz hub @ zone" FINALLY.. & the goody books office onli took a small room onli.. ii alwasy though it was a big office wit lots of worker.. But tat was onli a ppl.. Lolx.. ii brought the books wit another 1 name "you are here".. After tat, ii go down to have a cigg Den go novena square.. Not bad.. ii brought a cap.. Down there quite alot of things to shop.. Soo evoy ppl hu stay down there soo many things to shop & got 3 shoppin center for ppl there.. After tat ii go down to hereen buy a top den go home..
ii was readdin " ii believe you" on the train v sad.. BUt ii den cry.. haha.. how can ii cry infront of soo many ppl in the public.. Lolx. ppl sure will think tat ii'm crazy..
Hmm.. kk time is up.. got to go work work le.. Buaii peeps.. ^-^

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Haiz.. Today still as normal dae.. wake around 3plus 4.. den go prepair my things den go w.s. wit jie jie den meet pingz & eddy kor.. ping brought a mp3 player which cos her 99bucks.. n jie remind mii tat she still own mii $$.. ii noe.. ii still remember.. but she everytime like tat de la.. got money will rather spend on sumthings else de.. think by the time ii take back my $$ is another x'mas le.. Everytime like tat de.. Den go shop & save buy food as jie jie gonna cook a soup 4 us.. After we brouht the food we go home & ping use my com to install song.. by the time we finish all things, ii have late 4 my work le..

Today v sian.. Nth to do as ii finish all my things v early.. N it was the last dae of " REX NASI AYAM" & "VEGETARIAN FOOD" stall de last dae.. Batok noe long go REX le.. wondering wat's more stall is coming in to replace tis 2 stall.. ii asked my aunty a v weid Q today.. ii Ask her tat if time could came back, will she chose the same husband.. She stop a while n Ask mii y ii ask tis Q & she replied a don noe.. ii told her tat if ii could turn back the time ii would wan to go back my 3 years old tat time & nv grow up.. Cos tat was the period tat ii live w/o any stress & things was soo perfect..

After work ii go Shutter Court find ping they all.. & go there de mac slack as jeffri they wanna go home le.. Actully ah boy aka gabriel wanna come fid us de.. but in the end nv.. soo around 11 .50 we go wait bus.. go home..

Wen reach home ii suddenly feel like vomit & headache.. but still manager to finish bloggin 1st..