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Saturday, May 31, 2008

last nite went chalet wit bao bei.. haiz.. lots things happen.. ii don wish to said.. soo tired ii go rest 1st ba..

Sunday, May 25, 2008

haiz.. soo tired.. jus now after work, pei li ping go back House bar watch ryan be Dj of the nite.. ping bring along her tarot card n count for mii.. n tat make mii feel soo emo for the rest of the nite.. sumtime it wasn't tat good for noe-ing too much.. after tat went to darren work place find him a while den go home..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

WAO..! MY NO.200 POST..!



Time past soo fast.. After blogging for 3years & 9months and finally ii reach my 200th post.. Jus read thou all the post ii used to posted.. There are full of happy things & tears.. From a failed of relationship to a start of relationship.. From a happy family to a broken family & etc.. Thing jus go up & down for mii.. Actually at the beri beri start ii oso nv thou tat ii can blog for soo long.. ii jus wanna find a place for mii to throw out wat eve& share wit no matter is there anyone readin.. A place which jus belong to mii & no 1 can don anything or stop mii.. Haha.. Maybe because no one can stop mii from wat ii blog tat's y till todae iim still bloggin ba..





Last nite after workin rush home bath den go P.S. meet my devil.. hehe.. Opp.. and ii was late again.. we smoke liao den go zouk.. lolx.. abit lame la.. actually xiao wei & don meetin us at there de.. but they have reach.. soo mii & darren go outside walk around.. and we saw a lil kitty.. soooo cute~! thou of bring it back but mummy sure don let de.. haiz.. but mayb the lil kitty findin its mother ba.. hope it went fine for tat kitty.. LOLX.. y became talkin about.. haha back to topic.. by xiao wei reach, the ticket aready sold out.. sad.. onli mus wait till nxt time.. haiz.. around 1plus ii pei darren go eat prata den go his hus..

Thursday, May 22, 2008

lolx.. todae saw 2 crazy ppl at bus stop while iim way back.. 1st is a chi uncle.. he is dance & singing those teo chew song while walkin.. even wen he almos get knock we still continue singing & dance.. mean while a indian uncle wit a bombastic hair take a paper at around the bus stop askin:"wher izzt wher izzt..?" but wen a helpful indian guy which stand b side mii try to go forward help him, tat uncle scold him.. all the ppl at the bus stop was like havin a sudden blur.. y suddenly soo many crazy ppl.. LOLX..! den ii suddenly thou of.. izzt ther r sum media around.. my mayb there is.. hmm.. mus be.. hahaha.. take bus home.. reach home slack awhile & online msn.. meet lyndy & ping watch movie.. Drillbit Taylor Okie onli la.. at first ii thou vvvv nice but after watch ii think ii onli gif tis show 3 stars.. haha.. since we 3 r out.. nth good will happen happen.. guess wat.. we bring in KFC.. wahahaha.. cool rite.. n like the whole theater was full of the chicken smell.. wahahaha.. after the movie we wen kopitiam slack & chit chat about the period at 241 bball court, wat happen todae & the weather.. lolx.. slack till 11 plus go tabao 4 mumm & kor den go home..

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hmm.. as u said.. time pass faster so ii will miss u more.. ii really scare 3month times jus pass soo fast.. den if by the time u cannot 4get her & ii will leave.. soo ii too scare & fear to get too near.. n by the time ii can't bare to leave.. some time ii really wonder wat r in ur mind.. wat kind of ger iim to u.. wat u doin out ther.. but ii jus don dare to ask.. ii rather to make it a beautiful memories 4 u wen u think back about us.. ii tryin my v best.. but mean while ii don wish u to gif in any in mi or because of mii.. ii wan it to b nature.. u mite think iim beri silly.. but tis is mii.. a v trust side of mii which hate ppl to worry of mii..

todae ping & lyndy come lower delta stall find mii.. cook 4 them eat liao den close.. after tat go west mall slack.. we chated alot.. ping asked mii wen ii wanna settled down.. lolx.. haiz.. ii oso don noe.. not jus if ii wan den can de ma.. oso c got guy wan settled down wit mii ma.. anyway ii still too young to think tat la.. jus let time past n c how loh.. ard 10 plus kor come fetch mii.. he ask mii wanna share money to buy car ma.. ii said anything loh.. haha.. soo think ii gonna b broke for a few more months ba.. need $$ to learn car, need to buy car & many many more.. stress.. think ii really need to find part time le.. if not ii don noe ii can tahan how long more.. T.T

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

last nite slp beri early.. around 8plus ba.. haha.. in da morning wake saw miss call 2 msg.. missed cal & 1 of the msg is by darren.. den another is from ping.. lolx.. she suddenly send mii nsg said tat her mum ask us to go jia toh.. lolx.. okie.. soo go work early soo tat can go jia toh.. by rite meet 7 de.. but by the time we meet aready 7plus.. den go down.. ther v sian la.. expected de.. after tat go parklane ther find darren.. play com, slack, pei him eat till ard 1plus go home..

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Post 193
Soo fast.. it's aready the 193th post.. Lookin forward to my 200th post..
Yesterdae after work quickly go home change, eat dinner den go out.. Meet ping at mos burger.. haha.. but as usual ii'm late again... haha.. expected de.. ~.~ went all the way down to cini.. ping went eat kfc.. meanwhile lyndy, banana & ah er come find us 1st.. after go the underage party near center point there.. the club name paramo. . . de.. don really remember wat it's name.. saw jun da & xiao dee.. they 2 botak la.. for jun da, cos he seving ns.. tat's y he botak.. As 4 xiao dee is cos goin jail.. soo botak oso.. hmm.. tot sum of them told mii he go in le.. but y ii still saw him ther huh~ lolx.. but anyway.. still happy to c him so & noe tat he is safely outside.. lolx.. havin a great time there.. wit my group of gers.. hang out till around 3 den go zouk find darren.. at 1st he nv ans my cal.. soo wanna change place go dragon5 find kai xin & kent they all.. but wen ii almos goin.. he cal mii.. lolx.. den end up go his home slack till morning den go home.. actully tot tat ger ger goin back amk.. but wen around 1plus mum cal mii & ask mii go sch fetch xiami home.. okie.. soo bring xiami & buy food 4 her den go home.. after tat ii 4 aslp wit her till 6plus den wake.. after do hus work till 9 meet lyndy, ping & jun at west mall to watch movie.. we watch make Made Of Honor... v nice la.. it's about Tom Bailey (Patrick Dempsey) is in luv wit his best frenz Claire (Michelle Monaghan). But Tom has a fear of commitment and refuses to admit the obvious. He should propose to Claire before she finds a less procrastinating suitor. Wen Colin, a rich Scotsman sweeps Claire off her feet n asks for her handin marriage, Tom mus witness her unquestioned happiness up close n personal, bcos she's chosen him to be her Maid Of Honor. V sad & touchin show la.. ii cried wen Clair has misunderstood Tom.. Soo sad la.. okie la.. mayb cos of my emotional brain make mii cried again.. lolx.. by the time we finish the show it's aready 1plus liao.. actully wanna go home de.. but ping ask mii to join them go 155 there find jeff & steve.. So went wit them n go ther slack.. around 2 plus den go.. wen my way back ii saw a pervent.. OMG.. he was up at the play ground standin.. at 1st ii tot ii saw a ghost again as mii & ping saw it b4 there.. But after a careful look it was a human.. But he was pcc - ing.. OMG.. ii quickly ran away.. ~.~ hmm.. time 4 mii to go slp le... tml gonna b a tried dae as ii work 7am to 7pm.. SIANZ~ .. kk la.. iim off.. nite peeps.. sweet dream & remember to miss mii huh~ hahaha..

Thursday, May 15, 2008

daniel frenz step on my tail..! if 1 more time ii gonna let him /her get it.. dame it.. ii now adaes v mood swing still step on my tail.. nv die b 4..
haha.. jus now jio jeff go chiong tml.. but he broke liao.. pay haven reach soo mus wait 4 others dae.. tis BRA~ THER & EDDY kor beri de good loh.. every last time keep gak mii cannot go chiong den now ii jio said no money.. sure feed his bike lots again.. den eddy more ji hong.. ask got chio bu ma.. if got den go.. tis lao se lang.. ii wonder y ii got tis kind of kor.. mayb sama sama loh... ~.~ haha.. but tml sian sia.. soo many things to do.. the~

jus now after work wher 4 movies wit Darren.. meet him 7 outside p.s. but ii'm early so wen shop shop.. soooo nan de ii m early loh.. wahaha.. wen he reach we book ticket.. watch What Happen In Veges.. but show started 9.20 soo we go pools.. kns.. 3 match.. but ii win nun~ said le.. wed was my unlucky day.. ~.~ after tat go walk walk chit chat... den go wen the time is ard we go smoke liao go cinema.. hmm.. like ping said..tat show dame nice..
u ask mii to gif u abit of time
so ii gif each other 3 months time to forget out another 1
if 3 months later still cannot den we remaine as frenz
but can ii really 4 get danz danz & u 4get her..?
onli heaven & gods noes
let's hope to c wat happen

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

now a daes vvv mood swing.. wondering wat have happen to mii.. wher my good temper wen to..? ~.~ sad

Sunday, May 11, 2008

ZOUK OUT NITE
Last nite wit phuture wit daniel (of cos not danz danz).. meet him there den noe his frenz 1 name darren & another 1 kelvin.. a bit weido at 1st.. but as time go on.. don okie.. wen dance wit daniel & darren.. haha 3D's dance together.. but half thro daniel mii a weid Question.. do ii luv him or darren or both.. lolx.. wat the~ my heart reply.. of cos ii like neither.. ii luv danz~ thot ii tryin vvv hard to 4 get him~ but tat stupid guy jus cant stop comin to my drean & mind.. really basted la... after tat go oppsite zouk de coffee shop they eat ii look as ii not hungry.. den go raining meet ping & lyndy.. jac drunk soo go back 1st.. but saw another jac at raining.. tat another jac was eddy de ex.. v cute.. we chit chat a while ard 5 plus go home.. slp till the nxt noon.. bring xiami go buy food makan den go work.. now chatin wit darren.. thou ii jus noe him 1dae.. but we have lotsa things to chat..

Friday, May 02, 2008

Last nite wen raining bar wit lyndy & desmond(ex) 1st.. waitin 4 ping to finish work den come find us.. Guess hu ii saw there..? swee guan kor kor.. haha.. have been years nv saw himm le.. he oso drink down ther.. around 3plus wen ping come.. but ii aready at a high state le.. lolx.. quite fast huh~ but tat time des aready go home 1st le.. haha.. but suddenly feel vvvvvv down.. remind mii of the past time happy daes wit danz.. all cry out.. nth left.. jac, ping & lyndy keep talkin wit mii & comfort mii.. end up in da morning voice less.. LOLX.. hmm.. okie la.. after last nite cryin.. ii think ii can complete forget him le.. all thing have trow out le.. clear liao.. haha..