*Yawn* soo tired.. jus wake by ger ger.. last nite go back raining.. for around 1month plus nv go le.. finally can go back.. wahahaha.. but have a happenin nite..


Last nite after work go china town find wan jun, Lyndy & ping.. But quite late & lazy take train soo take cab.. Haha.. The cab uncle ard 30plus, v funny & weird oso~ guess wat.. wen ii reach den ther.. uncle found tat he 4get to on the meter.. lolx.. ii thou he will ask mii to gif him 10 to 15bucks.. but he said nvm.. treat ask he lobang mii there & insist don wanna take my money.. Weird rite..? okie.. since he don wanna den nvm loh.. ii can save it.. haha.. meet my gers & go makan den go raining.. Iris was ther too celebrate her birthdae.. Hmm.. Noe Iris cousin name alvin.. At v first ii 4get hu he was.. den ask time go on den ii remember.. Oh~ he was Desmond camp mate.. LOLX.. Soo suay.. Some more ping still go take number loh..! sian.. but no long later.. ping start to emo.. think she drink abit much le.. first ii went out find her at op side of the road.. but iris they all start come out quarrel wit a ger den fight.. lolx.. but police soo the move to OCBC ther den continu.. soo we go back... drink till 4plus go find bao bei.. around 5plus 6 den reach home..

Dame tired.. later still meetin bao bei.. haha.. but think he still slpin ba.. hmm.. ii go rest a while 1st den back..

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Hmm.. now outside rainning soo heavily.. In side iim soo heavily sick.. OMG.. Tis few daes weather not really gd.. All my peeps remember to drink more water & take gd care of ur self.. if not u gonna fall soo sick like mii >.<

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

After tis few dae lots of things happen.. ii jus don noe wat to do.. trouble jus came to mii.. ii getting more & more stress, sad, weak plus depress..having the thou of givin up.. y should ii work soo hard for everyone & everythings..? y ppl onli come to mii & stress mii up..? y no one is really by my side wen ii need..? hu really cares about mii..? y..? ii alway soo useless.. no 1 really remember mii wen they r enjoyin them self.. they always remember wen they got a fav.. ii aready in a lost of ways.. despite.. ii too weak for everything ii handle now.. jus leave mii alone..

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Aviation - Y0u Were My Everything

[Talking:]

This goes out to someone that was

Once the most important person in my life

I didn’t realize it at the time

I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you

so I don’t really expect you to either

It’s just...

I don’t even know

Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need

The one that I gotta have just to succeed

When I first saw you,

I knew it was real

I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way

I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today

I remember when I first looked into your eyes

It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause

I didn’t want to get hurt

But I didn’t know I made everything worse

You told me we were crazy in love

But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did

Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit

Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me

I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared

When I would run my fingers through your hair

Late nights, just holding you in my arms

I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you

I really need to hold you

I really wanna know you like no one else could know you

You’re number one, always in my heart

And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause

I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand

The thought of that just shatters my heart

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you

Now I wanna hold you until

I can’t hold you

Without you, everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,

Take away the pain

Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work

What about when you

Looked into my eyes

Told me you loved me

As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie

I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes

Now I’m not even a thought in your mind

I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]

I just wish everything could have turned out differently

I had a special feeling about you

I thought maybe you did too

You would understand, but…

No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart

You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical

I remember all the time that I had with you

Remember when you first came to my house?

You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real

But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel

Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there

I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times?

Remember when we kissed?

I didn’t think you would ever do me like this

I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed

I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?

Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy

I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying

Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying

[Chorus:]

I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]

And I do miss you

I just thought we were meant to be

I guess now, we’ll never know

The only thing I want is for you to be happy

Whether it be with me, or without me

I just want you to be happy

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Saturday, June 07, 2008

to dae after ah ma wake's.. went down tan tock seng visit daddy.. ard 6 plus go home awhile den go meet ping n go interview job.. after tat go darren hus till around morning 9plus den go home.. rainning heavily went ii way back home..

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

todae happen alot of things.. too sad too stress

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Monday, June 02, 2008

Haiz.. tis morning ii heard a bad news from ah boon uncle.. my grand ma past away.. haiz.. sad.. every one jus left like tis..

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