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Now the time is 7.11am.. Nice one huh~ 7eleven ^-^ jus wake n gonna prepair n go work~ Zzzzz... *yawn* wonderin ping wake le ma.. think later gonna bomb her up ba.. Still.. how ii wish todae gonna b raining day.. hehe^-^ soo tat ii can slack tot the workin time ^-^ hehe.. evil rite~ boss gonna hate mii.. wahahaha.. hmm.. no bad not bad.. todae in a good mood.. hope later nth gonna spoil tis good mood ^-^
Jus came back from lyndy hus.. timin now was 11.49am..have a excited bomb shift yesterday.. yesterday wen to work.. in the early morning the 1st ppl ii saw wen ii step in CDM was cindy.. DAME SUAY LA..! Spoiled my dae jus like tat.. den ii some more today yati left mii alone at pool bar T.T how ii wish ii can don wan T.T don ask mii wat happen.. ii wont tell u ppl down here.. ii don wish to spoil my blog wit those madness.. after tat rush back to batok close stall go home bath den go lyndy hus to celebrat her birthday.. by the time ii reach aready 11plus.. slack a while den they cut cakes le.. finish every timg ii start eatin steamboat.. wahaha.. food were nice.. but cos it wasn't boiling.. soo wen ii eat, mos of the food was rare~.~ after steamboat ii slack a while & while watch the show half way, ii fall a slp.. LOLX!!! wat the~ by the time ii wake aready morning.. drunk wan drunk.. but mus of u go back le.. left mii, ping & jeff.. we left at 9am.. go mac eat breakfast, slack again.. den go back.. Here by wish~ LYNDY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY & HAPPY DEVAPALI
it's the rainning season again.. soo semm like every was sick.. even mii myself oso sick.. my fever keep on off.. ii jus feel tat iim seem soo useless.. no matter in wat.. cant handler my job well.. cant solve any problem for others.. but still alway gif others problem.. haa.. think my fevver really burning my brain n cos mii think soo nagitive.. but ii really stuck in my past.. every ii will always think back & think bad.. ii hate myself.. ii hate doris swee hui shan. ii hate all about mii.. ii'm jus nth~
todae after work mi, betty n stanley go watch movie.. we watch butterfly lovers.. shag sia.. not as nice as ii expected tot ii drop 1 tears.. after tat we take bus61 back & stanley take bus 30 home.. betty come to my hus stay over as she cannot go home..
Todae meet ping to work together.. saw gorger on the way toward harbo front.. Den we go work together.. todae got 2 Hong kong Star came to CDM for some shootin.. One of them is 杨思琦.. Anothe 1 ii don noe the name..todae ii work main bar.. he oso come in main bar to play the shaker.. but keep miss q.. hahahaha.. at 1st still talk to him.. Keep askin for his card to void all the voids.. Den he keep dilly delly.. soo ii go find xu fang chit chat.. wen he noe tat ii don wanna bother him he faster run in to office n take his card for mii to void n do wat ever tat need.. after tat wen ii saw him talk to cindy, ii stright a way pissed off.. Since u n cindy soo good den go told to her la..! don come find mii.. So ii roll eyes on them den ii go find tricsten & ah jun they all chit chat.. We r soo happy tat the aircon finaly fixed but cos too long nv switch on the aircon, the aircon seem to b quite smelly..
Today ii was late for work.. actully though tat yati aready reach.. but end up she didn't even pick up my call for the whole dae >.< den some more todae fridae, quite busy.. keep running 2 counter untill astha & ping reach.. Den can go smoke.. Todae got 3 new sever from Philippine.. One guy name Alexander & another 2 name mira & nata..Quite friendly.. Hope they won't b another Kalyn~ *roll eyes* Todae didn't really talk to him onli wen ii almost goin back den he he come talk to mii & ping.. But actually ii wasn't listen.. LOLX..! Haiz.. it's the 11th daes after kor past away.. Jus now ii look thought his old profile.. ii saw the testi ii used to post to him.. haha~ think he don even remember le ba.. aready 4year plus le.. ii jus hope tat tears will stop roll..  Sian.. to dae forgot to bring fone out.. jus now after work went watch movie wit ping & betty.. we watch connected.. but b4 tat we go hong kong kim gary makan.. den smoke.. den go in to cinema.. tat show not bad.. but after the show aready quite late le.. but still got bus soo we take bus61 to batok interchange den they take cab home.. by the time reach home aready 1 plus le..
Didn't really eat much today.. think onli drink soup ya~? mentally & physically break down.. Onli smoke & smoke.. Vomit & vomit agin & again.. But still went to work for mum.. Todae quite busy as the duck stall off.. some more dame suay~ my menstruation come.. shag to the core~ todae the 10th dae after eddy pass a way.. nth to said other den shag~ Ya.. i'm super shag!!  it's the 7th dae after every things.. eddy.. don think tat tis post was a sad 1.. but it's a post to complain.. complain of u..! ya.. even u angry ii oso will scold.. u noe wat u did really hurts every1.. u r dame selfish.. cos u no longer wanna cry, u end ur life.. but do u noe tat now every one of ur frenz, relative& family cry for u.. don u remember tat 2 years ago u cal mii to cherish my grandpa b4 he left.. u don fit to said tis loh.. cal mii cherish others yeah u don even gif us chance to cherish u.. u kuku.. some more own mii de 6 packet of cigg till now haven gif mii.. said go drink together nxt time oso no more liao.. said bro n sis 4eve oso end liao.. u still dare to u said u not kuku.. got a family oso don cherish.. got soo many good frenz, buddy, pal oso don wan.. every time wei ji bon got.. knn.. every time no gf den think of us.. last time like tat n oso like tat.. nv spare though for us.. my birthdae ask u come out don wan.. den ur birthdae we alway there 4 u.. some more still steal my idea.. u really soo fuck up la.. other den fuck up ii can't find any other word for ur decision..
2daes after workin at CDM.. mii & ping actually wanna go buy present for ru soon.. but while we wait for bus to go out.. nelson cal li ping.. he told ping tat eddy pass away.. at first we still askin which eddy.. den nelson said tat is my kor.. eddy.. & mernel oso jump down building wit him.. ii really can't believe.. how can be... he always scold ppl wen tat ppl think negative.. but as time go on.. lots of ppl cal us n tell us.. we even cal his fone to check out.. but we cant't reach him.. ii started to scare.. ii don noe y.. ii keep thinkin tat it's jus a trick.. wen we reach batok they will said we kena trick & kor will come out.. but wen we reach batok.. every seem serious.. there was even a article the chinese news paper stated tat a ger & a guy jump down from the 10th store of buildin at bt batok blk 127.. at tat time ii really blur.. ii can't accept.. ii tell fong ying & joyce.. fong ying tell mii she noe it.. she ask mii wanna see him one last time.. n she told mii eddy the nxt dae eddy funeral.. ii told ping they all.. the nxt dae, ii meet wan jun & en jie at batok mrt station, lyndy at cck mrt & ping at woodlands mrt station to meet fong ying at bishan mrt station.. we reach there 1st.. den ii saw chassea.. den every 1 meet.. ard 3pm.. den we go sin ming road blk 27.. everything held there.. we wait & wait till 4 den eddy & his family was there.. by den.. ii den believe every things was true.. we start cry.. every one heart breaking cos it's gonna b our last time meet him.. we complain tat he was stupid to do such thing.. we demand tat we didn't cherish him enuff wen he was there... but he can no longer wake n fight back for all complain nor stop us cryin.. we stay ther to company he till the nxt morning.. during tat nite we talk alot bout wat happen we he still around..
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